that old sufi story sticks, becoming truer as life continues. that place of knowing something that goes against the grain of the others in your life and makes you seem a certified fool to those closest who think differently. one immediate choice is jumping up and down insisting on making people see your view, which is super unlikely to work out and usually confirms in their eyes you are just nutty. the other choice is living with knowing your secret like a parent listening trying to be there for their kid who complains how unfair life is. after the show the other night a woman told me I was the craziest performer she ever saw. That was her compliment, she liked the show a lot.