Nightmares
Eventually people have to switch to composting toilets. We commit slow suicide pumping our sewage into lakes. Children of the future will not believe any of this happened. Sewage in […]
Cinemum
Many of my mother’s friends have died in recent years. I feel for her and the science fiction movie she now stars in. Who disappears next? Can’t remember ever being […]
Secretive Ouspensky Vs. Fruit
Is it possible to be in charge of one’s self; One’s inner world? Where are people free from the bullshit of their own bullshit? Or is it something that would […]
Cowboys and Indians
The last show with Anand is tomorrow. What a splendid experience. So simple, hardly any rehearsal which is not to say we didn’t take it very seriously but compared to […]
In Case Of Death
I think flying is a life risking thing or to put it another way, rate of crash survival isn’t encouraging. It is always going through my head before and during […]
it’s as if thought wasn’t strong enough to make a difference
All the freaking out about Trump is a bit like when a person tries to quit smoking or lose weight and they are obsessed with how they keep insisting their […]
the rest of life
You can’t do anything with intellectually understanding you are not here. you can be walked through understanding it. you can be shown that the brain generates words for itself to […]
randy buhr
I made friends with some heavy characters in high school, I think I sought them out partly because I had spent 9 years in Jewish Schools – couldn’t take it […]
The legendary berry
I saw a certain producer abuse engineers. It was disturbing. Hissy fits and anger management. All entitlement, all the time. The minimum wage engineers would lose jobs if they responded […]
the secret source
The new piece is coming along. The trick is whatever the right hand does the left must also do. It’s a challenge of one’s thinking, of one’s habits but the […]