{"id":4839,"date":"2018-06-24T12:48:05","date_gmt":"2018-06-24T12:48:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=4839"},"modified":"2018-06-24T16:10:36","modified_gmt":"2018-06-24T16:10:36","slug":"just-to-leave-you-alone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=4839","title":{"rendered":"just to leave you alone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Some Polaris Prize judges were overheard arguing \u00a0Gord Downie&#8217;s last record. One said it was unfair to nominate him because he wasn&#8217;t living, one said it was just another white guy, one said it was a great record and that was reason enough to support it, \u00a0one said something incoherent about Jake Gold and Kevin Drew, one said Gord was famous enough and the prize should go to discovering artists&#8230;.they went on and on trying to control the narrative.<\/p>\n<p>As it turns out, \u00a0Gord got the last word when on the same record, he placed a song about trying to put a baby to sleep and concluding you never know if you truly can control anything<\/p>\n<p>I held you<br \/>\nI rocked you to sleep<br \/>\nIt&#8217;d take a long time<br \/>\nEventually you&#8217;d go<br \/>\nAnd I&#8217;d try to get out<br \/>\nOf the rocking chair<br \/>\nWith you in my arms<br \/>\nI&#8217;d get you to your crib<br \/>\nSlowly lower you down<br \/>\nAnd pull my hands away<br \/>\nAs if from a bomb<br \/>\nThen I&#8217;d step away<br \/>\nOne step at a time<br \/>\nThe floors were full of sounds<br \/>\nAll the creaks for time<br \/>\nThen I&#8217;d get to the door<br \/>\nOpen it carefully<br \/>\nTrying back out of the room so quietly<\/p>\n<p>When I&#8217;d got to the door<br \/>\nClosed to within an inch<br \/>\nThat&#8217;s when you&#8217;d come awake<br \/>\nAs if you&#8217;d been watchin&#8217; me<br \/>\nWatching me the whole time<br \/>\nAs if you waited to see<br \/>\nIf I truly intended<br \/>\nJust to let you be<br \/>\nJust to leave<br \/>\nJust to leave you alone<\/p>\n<p>(from Bedtime)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Some Polaris Prize judges were overheard arguing \u00a0Gord Downie&#8217;s last record. One said it was unfair to nominate him because he wasn&#8217;t living, one said it was just another white <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=4839\" class=\"more-link\">[&hellip;]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"Layout":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"class_list":["entry","author-rockbob","post-4839","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-writing"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4839","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4839"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4839\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4839"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4839"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4839"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}