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D# \u00a0was dreaming all the time, longed to be E, just a little sharper.\u00a0Woke up each day wondering if today was the day, \u00a0went to bed each night regretting it still wasn’t E. Fear of dying and \u00a0never being achieving E-ness. D# knew there were tuning hammers out there. Definitely the change was possible though a little risky.\u00a0You might snap some said or worse you might not like being E or worse again you might want to be F.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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D noticed this about more notes besides D#. \u00a0but had a whole other sense what was going on – that the dreaming itself was a trick of consciousness. Consciousness was positioning itself inside notes intentionally fostering unachievable dreams and delivering disappointment. D wondered if this was a trick just to keep music creating more music. As long as there was pain there was music, that’s the rub.<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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D was fearful of thinking too much about it.\u00a0D tried to blend in. Commiserated with the usual complaining keys to the left and to the right. “Yes it’s horrible, you would really be a terrific A#” it said to A while at the same time making reassuring smiley faces to G who cried about not caring any longer about the God damn Bach Air on G.\u00a0On one hand it was a conspiracy theory but on the other, if D was correct, then consciousness \u00a0knew all along what was up. D’s biggest fear & secret, that its own consciousness was a double agent.\u00a0<\/span><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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