{"id":6952,"date":"2022-03-17T03:20:00","date_gmt":"2022-03-17T03:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=6952"},"modified":"2022-03-20T03:53:51","modified_gmt":"2022-03-20T03:53:51","slug":"lying-to-oneself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=6952","title":{"rendered":"lying to oneself"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I feel like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.<br>Why?<br>Because I constantly lie to myself.<br>About what?<br>I don&#8217;t want to say, it&#8217;s embarrassing.<br>Can I help?<br>You could feel sorry for me and give me an A.<br>I can&#8217;t give you an A if you haven&#8217;t done the work.<br>You&#8217;ve told us plenty of times marks don&#8217;t mean anything.<br>True, but if you want to manipulate things, then they mean something, plus you&#8217;re violating the spirit behind my statement.<br>Aren&#8217;t you being a hypocrite, saying one thing but doing another?<br>You mean you feel like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde but I actually am his incarnation.<br>Well put.<br>Do you think there are people who don&#8217;t lie to themselves?<br>Not on this planet.<br>Agreed.<br>Maybe I shouldn&#8217;t be embarrassed.<br>Have you tried putting it in song?<br>That&#8217;s the problem.<br>How is that?<br>I write the same song over and over.<br>Then where exactly are you lying to yourself?<br>I&#8217;m not writing something new. It is embarrassing.<br>Oh I see, I&#8217;ve done that.<br>Really?<br>Habits, for sure, but just because you habitually start one way doesn&#8217;t mean you have to finish that way.<br>Easy for you to say.<br>No one&#8217;s going to write the song&#8217;s solution except you. You are going to be the one who comes to the rescues &#8230;of you.<br>Don&#8217;t you hate reality?<br>I think you mean you hate feeling stuck.<br>No I hate reality.<br>Like Sisyphus.<br>Is that a band?<br>Solo artist.<br>I&#8217;ll check him out.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I feel like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde.Why?Because I constantly lie to myself.About what?I don&#8217;t want to say, it&#8217;s embarrassing.Can I help?You could feel sorry for me and give me <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=6952\" class=\"more-link\">[&hellip;]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"Layout":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["entry","author-rockbob","post-6952","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6952","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6952"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6952\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6952"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6952"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6952"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}