{"id":9304,"date":"2026-01-07T14:50:56","date_gmt":"2026-01-07T14:50:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=9304"},"modified":"2026-01-16T00:57:11","modified_gmt":"2026-01-16T00:57:11","slug":"the-disappointed-fan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=9304","title":{"rendered":"the disappointed fan"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>After the show, the bar looked like a crime scene where no one bothered to move the bodies. Cables everywhere, glasses smudged, PA emitting a low hum as if it had PTSD from the encore. Arnie was packing up, running on cold fries and adrenaline, when a figure emerged from under the red exit sign. The man clutching an ancient vinyl record, stepped into the half-light and said, in a tone people use when they open a will no one wants to read, \u201cRemember this?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arnie recognized the album instantly. His second record. The one people tattooed lyrics from. The one critics called \u201cferal brilliance\u201d before turning on him like sharks who dislike the smell of creativity.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cI saw you back then,\u201d the man said. The Rivoli. Those songs rewired my brain. Saved my life, maybe.\u201d Arnie braced for the punchline. It arrived. \u201cBut these new songs\u2026\u201d The man grimaced like he was chewing a lemon dipped in disappointment. \u201cLike you abandoned the universe I was living in.\u201d There it was, &#8220;You\u2019ve Changed&#8221;.<br>Arnie considered several responses:<br>a) fake a seizure,<br>b) accuse the man not growing up,<br>c) explain gently musicians are not frozen yogurt flavours.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Instead he asked, \u201cWhat did the old songs do for you?\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The man hugged the vinyl like it might try to escape. \u201cThey made me feel like you were screaming the things I was too scared to say.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Arnie nodded slowly.<br>\u201cYeah. It&#8217;s true. I was screaming because everything hurt. If I wrote those songs now, it\u2019d be acting.\u201d The man blinked. Acting? That was not on his bingo card. Arnie kept going. \u201cI\u2019m not there anymore. I crawled out. Bloody, confused, older. The new songs are from the hilltop, not the foxhole.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The man winced, caught between nostalgia and an existential crisis.<br>\u201cSo you\u2019re saying I\u2019m stuck down there?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cNo,\u201d Arnie said. \u201cI\u2019m saying I have different maps now. You just don&#8217;t understand those roads yet.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The man took this in like medicine with questionable side effects. He didn\u2019t pretend to like the new songs, but something in his posture softened, like a guard dog remembering it used to be a puppy. He extended the vinyl and handed him a black sharpie. \u201cYou\u2019ll still sign it, right?\u201d Arnie signed it with monk-like care, adding a small sketch of what might have been a wolf or a very confused cat.  The man nodded, satisfied. And the PA hummed approvingly, like the whole bar understood the deal, evolve or die, but try not to lose your audience entirely.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>After the show, the bar looked like a crime scene where no one bothered to move the bodies. Cables everywhere, glasses smudged, PA emitting a low hum as if it <a href=\"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/?p=9304\" class=\"more-link\">[&hellip;]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"Layout":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[900],"tags":[],"class_list":["entry","author-rockbob","post-9304","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-tales"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9304","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9304"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9304\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9304"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9304"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bobwiseman.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9304"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}