book idea realizing it is just thought in the cerebral cortex the parasite insect thing the situation of addiction the impossibility of words altering anything other than why zen and […]

There’s a head in the song whether you play it or not but it’s there. There is a force of anxiety alive inside me, inside everyone as far as I […]

My friend the drummer says everyone talks about themselves, replaying moments of life over and over like scenes in a movie. no ending. Just emotional points where they are starring, […]

Came upon an idea in a book that even though we are one brain, consciousness is divided at least in two, hence we live with an inner dialogue of disputing […]

Dan, leader of the band and Monica, the band’s manager, became lovers. The other members Clive and Thyme questioned the future and their positions. Would Dan’s allegiance be to the […]

Made an appointment in June for August following all the line up stories. Mine expired and I’m renewing it just to know I can cross the borders if I choose […]

In the long writing story I often experience seeing more clearly after taking breaks, then returning with fresh eyes. Often sentences I laboured over are not as interesting the 2cnd […]

A manager who can’t manage, a producer who produces debt, a festival that wants the unknown artist to pay to play. Judging from the updates of the social media posts […]

Finished The Mars Room yesterday by Rachel Kushner. Soon I will start it again because it was such pleasure and such a ride. I have something else I should start […]

Frailty I notice more now. The inevitability if you live long, how normal it is to go from what might have been tough and independent to weak and uncertain. I […]