doctor just thinks it’s from laundry. never knew why people take anti-histimenes but now i have taken 2 and the condition is disappearing. she explained the histamine is just the body protecting itself from something. her bet it was a laundry thing, a new softener or soap, 10 points to Fiona Mowatt. doctor is not like most, not a know it all. i approve her running for queen. transcribing interviews for my research methods class. saw the teacher later in line for coffee, she asked what i thought of last class. my classmates felt like stage fright all around. reminds me of 9 yr olds practising english reading skills. some imagine they can learn songwriting from american idol. I almost shared that but at the last moment bailed, remembered the sudden death of some relationships by revealing what i actually think. playing histamine to my anti-histamine. whoa to the one who doesn’t praise the one waiting for a compliment. I had a friend who avoided looking in the mirror. I think he was trying to give less life to the inner voices seeking self compliments or the opposite, less voice to that which seeks self criticism.