So if I’m always going to be bummed about my chops, if I’m always going to fixate on what I don’t do well with my instrument, if that’s like you say part of how the mind works, if this is like a game that’s fixed, then how do you win?

Sort of the wrong premise, like you know you’re going to die so why live?

So nobody wins?

One might change their idea surrounding the game, the winning, the losing, the playing. You can’t hold all those balls in the air and only be bummed about your chops.