New class starts today. it feels as though it should be easy, since the last class is still fresh in mind but when one believes they know what is going down, that is the time to double check everything. Surprises love the confident. Working on my hamstrings. Trying to make peace with the parts of me that think after ten seconds I’m done. Like trying to coax a deer to trust eating from my palm. At the same time, a lengthy hamstring jam session does pay good and instant better low back feelings. Still have not arrived near the finish line of the two songs I’m writing but I’ll stay the course. The fact is even though I apparently get credit for being the writer, I’m dependent upon what exists elsewhere in the universe that I know nothing about.