A long wet chest cough. maybe bronchitis. i was once told i have asthma and they gave me a puffer, it was 15 years ago. I only tried it a couple times, it went away. Another time I was told bronchitis. Maybe that is more correct? It is not a regular problem but this time the wetness lasts long. The covid tests said you do not have covid. The dialogue, the dizzying inner world of telling oneself to be this way or that way is endlessly annoying. Could it ever be turned off? Is it the point of drugs or alcoholism or suicide? Not being able to take it anymore. That is my theory. Probably not anyone else’s theory but seems to me people are trapped with the mind jabbering and with a desire to steer how the mind jabbers. A desire that truly cannot be achieved because you are using the mind to study the mind. That could never work. Good luck doing brain surgery on yourself with a mirror and some scissors. That is where art, music etc., comes in, at least in my small experience of things.