sacrum hurts, what to do, morning and night stretch but maybe the stretching prolongs it. so many choices in a dream. life is a dream, obvious no? too many events to simultaneously see or in sequence. the intelligent choice is adjusting to cacophony. sometimes positioned that way because what alternative? my daughter and I went to scarborough last night, volunteering on the ve-ahavta van. it pleased me very much to see this good work up close and personal. it is a funny thing when you consume so many problems that seem unresolvable or hostile, it is easy to forget there is a flip side, like the physics equation and equal and opposite traveling force. that must be why i like starting with clusters in improvisations waiting for the melodic to show itself.