For some musicians I’ve known, the page becomes the authority figure.
It tells you what is correct. It tells you when you’re wrong. It tells you when to stop. Over time it reverses: instead of serving expression, expression waits for permission. Feeling is postponed until validated by ink. The tragic thing isn’t they can’t play from feeling but that they’ve learned not to trust it.
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