voices in head
He spent years assuming the voices were important. Not voices in the dramatic sense. Just the constant internal panel discussion that accompanies many through adult life. Imaginary interviews. Commentary. They […]
He spent years assuming the voices were important. Not voices in the dramatic sense. Just the constant internal panel discussion that accompanies many through adult life. Imaginary interviews. Commentary. They […]
A musician standing outside an office, accidentally overheard another musician being interviewed for a teaching position. Walls were thin. At first he had no intention of eavesdropping but trapped by […]
One night, during Mahler, midway through the slow movement, the conductor realized he could barely hear the strings. Only fragments remained. A shimmer here, a distant contour there. Panic rose […]
There comes a moment in many musicians’ lives when they realize the person saying “trust me” most often is the person requiring the most supervision. Managers arrive in mythology before […]
There is sort of a hush in the room just before a solo. A collective inhalation. Everyone present understands that a small trial is about to begin. The audience hopes. […]
I consider designing a music course called How to Steal Without Getting Caught. No ski masks. No breaking into rehearsal spaces at midnight to take pedals. It is about the […]
There were moments when he was playing, where everything aligned. Decisions made sense, listening guided action and nothing felt forced. Then there were other moments, he seemed to operate on […]
Academia friends said these types questions the PhD committee probably. Q: Isn’t improvisation as ontology just a metaphor? Q: If everything is improvisation, doesn’t the term lose meaning? Q: Your […]
Eldon didn’t look at the keys; he knew their geography better than his own palms. He wasn’t here to play a nocturne, he was here to disappear. For months he […]
He was a very good trumpet player. He spent years learning how to put air into metal and get admiration for it. This worked….until someone wrote a sentence. Not even […]