Sometimes, back at school, I am in a position where I must endure stuff I am not into. In those moments a wee bit immobilized. Want to say things I should probably not say. A bit like watching a band and wanting to solo over what they are doing, I really could contribute, I am so absolutely certain it would add something valuable maybe even magical but I might be totally wrong. To jump in or not. For whom would I be doing it for? How awkward if I’m totally wrong to think I’m welcome there or start a fight I don’t want to have.