there ain’t no you
book idea realizing it is just thought in the cerebral cortex the parasite insect thing the situation of addiction the impossibility of words altering anything other than why zen and […]
anxiety
There’s a head in the song whether you play it or not but it’s there. There is a force of anxiety alive inside me, inside everyone as far as I […]
social riffing
My friend the drummer says everyone talks about themselves, replaying moments of life over and over like scenes in a movie. no ending. Just emotional points where they are starring, […]
one brain, two areas of consciousness
Came upon an idea in a book that even though we are one brain, consciousness is divided at least in two, hence we live with an inner dialogue of disputing […]
stories
Dan, leader of the band and Monica, the band’s manager, became lovers. The other members Clive and Thyme questioned the future and their positions. Would Dan’s allegiance be to the […]
the prince
Made an appointment in June for August following all the line up stories. Mine expired and I’m renewing it just to know I can cross the borders if I choose […]
again technique
In the long writing story I often experience seeing more clearly after taking breaks, then returning with fresh eyes. Often sentences I laboured over are not as interesting the 2cnd […]
where they went
A manager who can’t manage, a producer who produces debt, a festival that wants the unknown artist to pay to play. Judging from the updates of the social media posts […]
the mars room
Finished The Mars Room yesterday by Rachel Kushner. Soon I will start it again because it was such pleasure and such a ride. I have something else I should start […]
frailty
Frailty I notice more now. The inevitability if you live long, how normal it is to go from what might have been tough and independent to weak and uncertain. I […]